Gaining weight - Heaven, Losing weight - Hell

It has been about one week plus since i started my diet plan, though I've successfully lost 2kg, I find it really difficult for me. Anyway, I'm determined in losing weight, my plan is to lose 10kg before December, and I'm very determined in doing it, I must push myself harder than ever. T_T God God pls help me~ lol

time?

no matter you want or you don't want, time passes. perhaps time keeps moving is a positive incident to me, at least i have no time to stop and think about the past, time will never stop for anyone, never. but time changes everyone. that's cruel. though i don't know how to stop the time i can always appreciate every moment i have now, b'cos i don't wanna miss a single thing in my life anymore, no, no more. time elapses, memory fades.
those who look back are pity; those who look forward are lucky. i don't really what really will happen in the short while, but i've decided not to hesitate in everything in my life. b'cos i truly understand how invaluable time is, we can miss smthg very easily, eg show my love(friendship, family, loved one) too late, is the biggest pain...

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There were nights when the wind was so cold,
That my body froze in bed..
There were days when the sun was so cruel,
That all the tears turned to dust..
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever~

I finished crying in the instant that you left..
And I can't remember where or when or how..
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made..

There were those empty threats and hollow lies..
And whenever you tried to hurt me,
I just hurt you even worse..
And so much deeper~

There were hours that just went on for days..
When alone,
At last we'd count up all the chances,
That were lost to us forever~

It's so hard to resist..
I can barely recall..
But when you touch me like this,
And you hold me like that..
I just have to admit,
It's so hard to believe,
That it's all coming back to me..

New Semester

life has been dull since last year after i finished SAM, i've never touched a textbook since then, new semester will start on next tues, i feel like i'm not ready yet, perhaps i've had a very long rest, and started to become lazy. hopefully my new semester will be fantastic and meaningful. In the last 2 months, i've been working in a law firm, thankfully i've learnt a lot. I used to ask myself everyday : why do i tk law? , and i never have an answer. anyway, life goes on, since i've taken it, so jz do my 100%, can't afford to 'lose' anymore this time. God Bless me pls!!!

by the way, i realise that among my group of frens, they are abt 90% guys and 10% girls. omfg. everytime i see a group of people going out, and majority of them are girls, i feel damn jealous xD. anyway, maybe i do not have that kind of destiny wtf. well, maybe not at the moment :-/

the Transfer Market in Football and the Society

Nowadays, the transfer market in football has really gone crazy, 80millions to sign a player?omg, if the money can be used to help those people in Africa who never get to know the feeling of 'full', it's such a great thing. Anyway, I think the word 'money' or 'value' of certain things have changed, is this what we called modern? perhaps everyone has their perspective of valuing things, but this is certainly gone beyond the imagination of me.
Recently, Manchester City has signed several players, Santa Cruz, Tevez, Barry and Adebayor. What the heck, i wonder how the coach will change the formation, most probably like this :
--------tevez----santa cruz----adebayor--------------
------robinho------------------s.w.phillips------------
-------------------barry--------------------------------
--Bridge---------------------------------------richards-
------------dunne--------------kompany-------------
--------------------given------------------------------
and the others like bellamy, bojinov, m.johnson, zabaleta, corluka, benjani and co. they don't even have the chance to play. haiz.
perhaps money can buy victory but not glory. On the other hand, Real Madrid is on the move, they've got C.ronaldo, kaka, benzema and etc...in my opinion, the money used to buy these players can be used to buy a few clubs like Sunderland, Hull City...is it really worth to spend this amount of money like this?
anyway, i love football but nowadays football has completely changed in just few ten years. Money...money...it's all about money. Glory, new challenge and etc are all excuses.


Anyway, and I think within 10 years, the transfer market will be more crazier, perhaps signing a normal player like Babel will cost 40millions. But I'm sure someone will break their(kaka and ronaldo) transfer record, soon.

My 1st experience about Songkran Festival in Bangkok

On 1oth of April, I went to Bangkok with my siblings, their partner's and my cousin. Still remember the first day we arrived at the airport in Bangkok, we took a taxi to the hotel, lol i realized that there's a strange rule in the taxi.
hahaha. lmao. After arriving hotel and dropped our luggage, we walked to MBK, Siam Paragon and Centre Court, those are nice shopping malls.

These shopping malls are crowded with tourists and also local people, even though the weather is damn hot, we can still see many people going out. hahaha.

At a temple( i forgot the name) but i saw many monks there.
At a jetty along Chao Phraya River.
I was looking at the Thai women doing massage for my brother hahaha.

my 1-month life in Australia, Melbourne.

Still remember, 2 days after my spm, i went to Australia for vacation, actually Melbourne Airport isn't strange to me cos i've been there once when i was 14 years old. It took about 8hours plus from KLIA to Melbourne airport, the first thing we did when we reached there was to look for a cab cuz we're carrying so many luggages...
In my memories, there're lot of things i did there...
Firstly - shopping yay!Nike Warehouse Store which is located at Zone B. I bought many things there...haha...2 pairs of shoes and 4 bags, 2 bottles and 2 shirts...XD
Queen Victoria Market, which is located on the corner of Queen and Elizabeth Streets in the Melbourne CBD and is easily accessed by foot, car, train, tram or bus.Though it's a market, but compared to Petaling Street...It's lot's nicer and cleaner...


secondly, it's to attend my brother's convo!! yay!!my brother's graduation at monash, finally he got his Masters Degree in Computer Science~ dad, bro, me, mum, brother-in-law n sister
monash University - Caufield Campus

Besides that, we also went Great Ocean Road, there's 12 apostles which is 1 of the 7 wonders in the world i suppose ==acting cool while enjoying the view of 'the london bridge'

Yeah, i also got to board in the Real Helicopter for the 1st time though it cost a lot =="
it looks cool~
inside the helicopter ~

Yeah, 1 month isnt enough to travel around Melbourne and yet, i've been going out daily and weekly to places such as St.Kilda, Melbourne City and etc...

within this one month i really experienced a different kinda lifestyle, yea, smthg i'll remember for life, i'd played football wif australians and i scored yay!
Melbourne, muack~ i'll be back~